Monday, November 23, 2009
day 6....
Finally past my Monday....I'm waiting tomorrow go to school....but still scare to drive back home...cos i need to take a very dangerous U-turn there.....haix.....no matter how....i still need to make it....hope me will be success. Waiting Thursday faster come...i hope i can see him now...but i know that is impossible...
This few days i really think about my future...i know we both have a different way to go...finally i try to face the true...that's very cruel for us but u always said i think too negatively...i won't hope some luck for me cause i know when i always hope that i will more sad by the end that not my pretend...i need more stronger and independent...that's only the way i can do...sorry for that...
Recently i'm finding something to give someone can really remember it when oversea...i wan it can made very unforgettable....still thinking....cos i know i don't have a very good handcraft as my home business making so beautiful house model but i pity good in drawing although so long time din draw already but i know if i want to putting the hardworking sure can done well...i think this Christmas can't finish it cos that's alot of things need to do and i need to find the ingredients so i think next year i can give before go oversea........jia you to me~~~
This few days i really think about my future...i know we both have a different way to go...finally i try to face the true...that's very cruel for us but u always said i think too negatively...i won't hope some luck for me cause i know when i always hope that i will more sad by the end that not my pretend...i need more stronger and independent...that's only the way i can do...sorry for that...
Recently i'm finding something to give someone can really remember it when oversea...i wan it can made very unforgettable....still thinking....cos i know i don't have a very good handcraft as my home business making so beautiful house model but i pity good in drawing although so long time din draw already but i know if i want to putting the hardworking sure can done well...i think this Christmas can't finish it cos that's alot of things need to do and i need to find the ingredients so i think next year i can give before go oversea........jia you to me~~~
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
day 5~~
Staying at home....
i guess i can save more money without going out i can cook myself more...
i guess i can keep fit.....cos i only take a meal for a day....
i guess i am brave cos i driving his car myself...
i guess i am brave i staying at home my own...all going back hometown...
i guess i can study much and much.....score a good grade for the MC100...
i guess nobody cares me...and i can play the games and watching the TV as much i can...
but~~
Staying at home...
i always eat the same things....
although i can keep fit...but i cant loose my weight so much in 1 week...
i scare to drive my own and i always worried about his car in the parking....that is very unsafe to me....
i scare staying at home alone....every night i can hear so much foreign worker talking and walking outside....that is so terrible to me....scared they coming inside my house....and knock my house's door...
i feel bored at home......nobody talking to me.......although i already study so much at home....
i hope have someone talking to me now.....and company with me....
i feel helpless now.......
Izit that is always advantage alone??i think no.....so much pro & cons...but now i hope them faster come back....can't wait until Thursday...T_T
i guess i can save more money without going out i can cook myself more...
i guess i can keep fit.....cos i only take a meal for a day....
i guess i am brave cos i driving his car myself...
i guess i am brave i staying at home my own...all going back hometown...
i guess i can study much and much.....score a good grade for the MC100...
i guess nobody cares me...and i can play the games and watching the TV as much i can...
but~~
Staying at home...
i always eat the same things....
although i can keep fit...but i cant loose my weight so much in 1 week...
i scare to drive my own and i always worried about his car in the parking....that is very unsafe to me....
i scare staying at home alone....every night i can hear so much foreign worker talking and walking outside....that is so terrible to me....scared they coming inside my house....and knock my house's door...
i feel bored at home......nobody talking to me.......although i already study so much at home....
i hope have someone talking to me now.....and company with me....
i feel helpless now.......
Izit that is always advantage alone??i think no.....so much pro & cons...but now i hope them faster come back....can't wait until Thursday...T_T
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
finish exam~~!! day 2...
Finally finish my exam!!happy....so now i just need to wait another exam on Dec....but now....i alone at home.....all people going back to hometown and Mr.chin ,toya too....staying at home and feel so bored!!!although i got car but i scare to drive out...i just drive when going to school or tuition....most of time staying at home........study.....watching tv.......play fb.......do housework.....and sleep.......sometimes i need to speak to myself too....cos i'm too bored and nobody at home!!!!i need to wait after 2 weeks they only come back here.....haix....haix...haix....
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