Monday, November 23, 2009
day 6....
Finally past my Monday....I'm waiting tomorrow go to school....but still scare to drive back home...cos i need to take a very dangerous U-turn there.....haix.....no matter how....i still need to make it....hope me will be success. Waiting Thursday faster come...i hope i can see him now...but i know that is impossible...
This few days i really think about my future...i know we both have a different way to go...finally i try to face the true...that's very cruel for us but u always said i think too negatively...i won't hope some luck for me cause i know when i always hope that i will more sad by the end that not my pretend...i need more stronger and independent...that's only the way i can do...sorry for that...
Recently i'm finding something to give someone can really remember it when oversea...i wan it can made very unforgettable....still thinking....cos i know i don't have a very good handcraft as my home business making so beautiful house model but i pity good in drawing although so long time din draw already but i know if i want to putting the hardworking sure can done well...i think this Christmas can't finish it cos that's alot of things need to do and i need to find the ingredients so i think next year i can give before go oversea........jia you to me~~~
This few days i really think about my future...i know we both have a different way to go...finally i try to face the true...that's very cruel for us but u always said i think too negatively...i won't hope some luck for me cause i know when i always hope that i will more sad by the end that not my pretend...i need more stronger and independent...that's only the way i can do...sorry for that...
Recently i'm finding something to give someone can really remember it when oversea...i wan it can made very unforgettable....still thinking....cos i know i don't have a very good handcraft as my home business making so beautiful house model but i pity good in drawing although so long time din draw already but i know if i want to putting the hardworking sure can done well...i think this Christmas can't finish it cos that's alot of things need to do and i need to find the ingredients so i think next year i can give before go oversea........jia you to me~~~
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